Ever feel like no matter what you do you can’t get ahead?  You do everything that is asked of you and you still are up a creak.  You fight all temptations to quit but yet know you can’t.  You try to fight back, but end up stopping cause you know your fights are worth nothing against that which you wanted to attack.  So you live with it, haunting you, getting at you.  When will it overtake you?  Could be anyday, could be years from now.  I’m fighting a battle, and maybe no one else gives a shit, but that is no matter to me.  I must keep fighting.  I wish i could be more specific, but not online.